This is Me....

06:12 pm - hey

i miss you all very much... just a short post.. dont have much time...

10:32 am - Hey Gals!

Hey kids! well whats new with you guys?? nothing much here jus chillin in school and updating you guys... well i made my first state side highschool points in the basketball game last night... but we lost so yea... we only have like a week left of the regular season and then we go to districts or w.e. its equivalent to europeans... but yes i gotta cut this short i will update more soon... i miss you guys tons! love yall!

03:25 pm

hey kids!! well well.. whats new??? haha christmas presents.. yes.. well i got a digital camera and a cell phone... and some clothes from old navy... yep... fun stuff... the rest of the family gets here tomorrow cant wait.... but yea... everyone needs to UPDATE!!! c'mon now guys... no holdin back.. but anywho.. talk at yall laters!

Current Mood: blah

08:38 pm - Im here. . .

Hmm k objective for todays livejournal update: make my entry as interesting or more interesting that . . . Erin's!
well... i dont think that its gonna happen because i dont have anything interesting to write about especially on the whole doing things with boys part... LoL....well no so for real... here i am in the states right.. what i have i done ... i have officially made it to wal mart and a CVS store.. wal mart to get my sisters graduation present and CVS to get my pictures developed which might i say for a crappy disposable camera they turned out decent... works for me ya know??? the memories i want not neseccarily the pictures... i think im gonna put them on my wall as like decorations and stuff... But yea... other than that im getting fatter as we speak because although im only eating at meal times and not inbetween meals like normal which you would think a good thing but im not moving at all i havent worked out since i left the states... ulgh AND my grandparents own a tred-mill.. maybe i will hop on tomorrow.. but yea.. i have fat cousins.. well hes only two but hes a porker! ..LoL... and the twins got sick madison got an ear infection and had temperatures and my parents had to go to the ER it was pretty bad... but yea... other than that im fixing to use my uncles portable H Drive and illegal use of limewire and download some music and stuff so i can learn how to play them on the guitar that of which my uncle has been teaching me some stuff... chords and theory and stuff... but yes... i think thats about all for now... expect another update sometime after christmas... love you all!
infinite x's and o's!!!!

Current Mood: irate

08:30 pm - stateside

k so im here in the land of the free and the home of the brave... its not all its cut out to be... its kinda cold a dreary but not like the germany cold and dreary its just not "home" yet... or anymore... or w.e. but i made it safely... just thought id write and let yall know... Love yas! x0x and have a happy holiday!!!!!

Current Mood: crushed

01:48 pm

so if i had the choice to do anything that would make my life easier i would take back ever dating frank even if it did make me happy for a while... i really dont care... i said that i wouldnt regret anything but i freaking TAKE IT BACK! boys are sooo STUPID! gah... boo... <*sigh*> maybe i will find a great guy that wont lie to me or act like a freakin MORON!!! no wonder im afraid of commitment... LoL.. gah ok well i dont want to bother you guys anymore with this nonsense... LoL.... but yes... 4-days till i leave this place... counting down hell yea i am... i will miss all of you terribly.. and thanks for reading if you bothered cuz i needed to vent! not like im not gonna go talk to more people about it... but yes.. now im ranting... ciao bellas
<3<3<3

Current Mood: annoyed by stupid people

12:43 pm - UPDATING for the sake of updating....

Yes well here i sit in the library with Erin and Nichole to my left cuz they are skipping class to do some stuff.... and i am skipping class because im supposed to be writing my process paper for NHD but then i decided to livejournal... so i guess that wont happen for another 5 mins or so but its a peachy... well i PCS out on friday.. yes i will be at the play on tuesday... and i will be in school up to thursday cuz Thursday is my last day... but yes.. i will be gone to new york for the holidays and its fun... o yea.. incase you guys didnt notics i cut my medium length long flowy hair off... and now it barley touches my shoulders . . . yea... LoL.. i love it alot and i didnt even have to pay to get it cut! but yes crap with Frank...we broke up and now its the well i gave him something and i want him to keep it and he gave me something and he wants it back... but i dont think im gonna give it back to him... cuz i like it.. but he thinks i used him... so yea... well anyways... need to write the process paper..... love you all!

infinite x's and o's

Current Mood: blah

07:51 pm

i posted a big thing on my xanga.... www.xanga.com/alex_14 read it and leave me some love! thanks

Current Mood: drained

11:13 pm - Par-TAY!!!

hah so caitins party was lots of fun... when i say lots i mean lots... hahah... if you didnt go you wished you shoulda gone... if that makes anysense im real tired.. but yes i wont spill all the details i shall leave some for caitlin to tell since it was her party buy anyways... me and Frank are doing well im gonna miss him when i leave.. but im gonna try the long distance thing... hopefully it works.. i dont know how people do it tho... erin if you have any tips... leave i=some!... alrighty then.. im outty...

02:06 pm - Im back

hey guys i knows its been forever in a day since ive updated but yea . . . Im still alive as much as you may or may not know . . . well the people who are still here in germland know that im alive . . . but yea... i havent talked to sierra or erin much since school started of course cuz we only have one class together but yea . . . but yea... im taking AP Bio which has got me grounded because i hate mr.vadney and his teaching methods... and cuz i cant pass tests to save my life... <*sigh*> i hate my life . . . although kim has informed me that i should be a writer when i get older cuz she says i have the ability to write papers real quick like and they make sense and they are good.. or somthin like that... but yea... me and frank are together as yall may or may not know we have been together for a month on friday its good stuff. . . but too bad he's gonna be in Italy for football on friday... and im gonna be in the hospital cause i have to get my wisdom teeth taken out. . . its gonna suck horribly ... but yea... we move to florida in two months or so . . . IM GONNA MISS IT HERE SOO MUCH... goodness... boo i hate the freakin military... but yea.... anywho... talk to yall later...

love alex....

Current Mood: crappy

03:42 pm

K so i am home from SLS the best two weeks of my life!! but i leave for avaino tomorrow... cuz i quit work... !! HOORAH!!! hahah i loved it there it was great! i missed every one tho..i will write more on it layta!

Current Mood: high

10:37 am - here i go

well im off to sls here in about an hour as soon as im done packing and everything.. it shall be great... im soooo nervous but anyways...

last night i went to go see house of wax with sierra.. haha i agree with caitlin that it was kinda chainsaw massacre-ish.. it was freakin retarded and whoever comes up with those movies are demented.. haha i wasnt even scared... right sierra?!?! hahah LoL.. i was real scared.. haha hmm well anyways.. leave me some damn love!

<3
Alex

Current Mood: bouncy

10:27 am

k well im venting/complaining/bitching .. so if you dont want to hear bout it then dont read this!! fair warning...

k well i started work two days ago right... and i was supposed to start two weeks ago and then i woulda been able to take some time off... now they are tellin me that i cant take any time off and i already paid for all the camps that i want to go to.. and as much as i want to go to Italy i would be willing to drop that week of vaca to keep my job.. even tho goin to italy has been on my list of wants for a long long time... *sigh* ... i will be crushed if i dont get to go to italy... one because i paid like 200euro already and the other i will still have to pay that much even if i dont go.... *sniff*...

k so that was one sitch,... the next is

so i came home last night from work and i told my parents all this and then they told me that i had to choose if i wanted to play volleyball or work.. that i couldnt do both cuz my grades would be to bad... i was all gee thanks for havin faith in me... assholes!!! GAH! they make me so angry sometimes... maybe i will just wait for an opening at the theatre and work there cuz i could get my homework done if i worked at the theatre... so now i have to tell them that i cant work during the school year... and then they defenetly wont let me take work off ...on top of that my parents are telling me that i have to get my wisdom teeth taken out before school which also cuts out from working time.. grr im pissed.... gah...

and that concludes our session.. if you got this far thanks for caring!

oh yea and another thing... when you try to be nice to people and they are just bitchy and complaining back then they should go to hell.. and im not talkin bout people at work... im talkin bout people on this livejournal crap

Current Mood: irritated

11:57 am - QUIZ TIME!

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing. That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Jittery Executor of Sacrifices. Where You Lived: New Zealand. How You Died: Decapitation.

"What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

"Whats your "true theme song" ~PICTURES~"

"What type of kisser are you?"

"what kind of girlfriend are you? (girls only)"

"What Specific Sport Are You?"

"Which F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Cast Member are you? (pics!)"

"What Angel Are You?"

Current Mood: complacent

12:38 am

i have a mad headache.. and im kinda hungry... just wanted to update a little...

k well that was a little

*leave me some damn love*

<3 alex

Current Mood: lethargic

06:34 pm

[] well life is life and i will get over it... someday!

[] HRO is gay cuz they take too long to call ppl back and tell them when they start workin...

[] SLS is in 13 more days...

[] Volleyball camp in Italy is in 27 days...

[]Spain is in 54 days....

[] school is in 49 days...

[] i leave here in 145 days or so...

[] i miss shelby... and chelsea... and Rachelle and Todd and Abby and all my friends in the states...

[]im bored as mess...

[]and i have decided you all are fired if you dont leave me comments!

[]LEAVE ME SOME DAMN LOVE!.... i demand it!... damnit...

Current Mood: indescribable

08:32 pm

right ok... hmmm... well.. i just got back from the gym... didnt realize how out of shape i am... i worked on the pull-up trainer.. ((Which is NOT like the one we have at school))...and my arms are shaking as i am trying to type this... no pain no gain right... well.. i got to sls in 22 days... argh.. i need to be able to do at least 15 push-ups within the next 22 days... i have to go from 0 to 15 <*sigh*> pbbt <*blows raspberry*>...

well ryan left today...and so my sister cried her eyes out once again... <*eyes roll*> but i was there for her with my shoulders... if i might say im glad he left cuz he has caused too much trouble in the last couple of weeks.... <*smiles happily at her reasoning*>

i have been on the computer alot the last couple of days.. i have just neglected to update cuz no one reads these anyways... but i found this song By Evanesence... called Missing.. its kinda sad... but it makes u listen to the words...

click here -> http://a425.v8384d.c8384.g.vm.akamaistream.net/7/426/8384/3b858b51/mtvrdstr.download.akamai.com/8512/wmp/2/24393/30206_1_8_05.asf

^^ paste this into the address box and listen... ^^
[.Missing.by.EVANESENCE.]
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious, you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing

You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me

And if I bleed
I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there

Isn't something missing
Isn't something

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me

[.end.]

well anyways... [..::*LEAVE ME SOME DAMN LOVE*::..]

Current Mood: sore

09:21 am

so i got a call today...asking me to go to the food ct. at two for an interview for either anthony's or charly's dont know which ones better... dont kno if it really makes a difference.. anywho.. i saw sierra the other day! and yea...hmm the baby is tryin to type so i cant type long.... ttyl... much love!
LEAVE SOME DAMN LOVE

p.s. anyone heard from jace?

Current Mood: content

03:11 pm

well.. nothings new.. .no one reads this.. ppl write but dont read... nice.. well... im gonna go clean some more.. cuz my parents punish me too much... i need a job... gonna go now...

alex out!

Current Mood: exanimate

12:35 pm - Blah-ness

well im still here bored out of my freaking mind cuz i have nothing to do... i desperatly need a job... my surgery went ok...but im still in insane amounts of pain...last night i had to go back to the hospital and get an IV cuz i was so dehydrated cuz i cant drink cuz it hurts too bad.. i didnt eat anything at all yesterday either... im debating whether or not to eat today.. well ne ways.. my summer sucks so far... poo... and yes... poo... it sucks.. why cant i ever make an entry long and interesting... o wait... CUZ THERE IS NOTHING INTERESTING GOING ON!!!...poo... well anywho.. much love to you all... LEAVE ME SOME DAMN LOVE!...

*Erin i hope ur having fun!!!
**sierra... long time not talk!..we should hang out sometime when im not grounded or something...
***Caitlin! i saw you the other day at that goin away thingy...
****Jace.. HOW ARE YOU???

well i miss you all... (*muahs*)

Current Mood: distressed